Planet Visions, Inc.

Unleashing ART and Artists Everywhere

journal entry
bcc05

By bcc05

lost is my guilt. my compassion is worn thin. i have only desire, lust, and power driving me. i want to be me again. was i ever me? will i be me? i feel as if my vision is opaque. i can't see anything clearly. one day. a series of happenings that should not have been. anxious and anticipating the next series. this will never stop and i finally see that. finality. that is where life begins. when you see the end, you live forever in its finality. bask in the glory of the end. compromise. to compromise. to compromise myself. these situations. these dreams. this reality. it is all too much and yet still, not enough. i do not dare ask forgiveness. i am not sorry. acceptance. that is all that can be. understanding that is knowing my truth. no one knows me. you can guess. judge. believe. but not a soul sees. my soul left. all it left was me. as i am. i am. you are you. if life was meant to make sense, it would. there is no end point. there is no goal. look deep. see what i see. randomness. lack of patterns. never ending sequences. it doesn't add up. i have lived long enough. i have seen much. i have done so little. what am i?
  • 0.0/5 rating (0 votes)

Comments (0)

Leave a comment

Please login to leave a comment.

Also by this Artist

  • worn

    collapsing into an oblivious state of mind i search for something unseen. I deny myself respite from...
  • untitled 6

    songs of a reminiscent past. long have my thoughts of hope been diminished. blinded by the bright li...
  • untitled 10(2010)

    drenched in your sweet desperation
    savoring the essence of your divinity
    knowing you will save me
    in...
  • untitled 10

    forgiveness has been approached and received. deniable is the evidence of truth behind being forgive...
  • exuberant thoughts

    idle thoughts of everything
    speeches muddled with incoherent words of lust
    pleasure is found in the ...

Related Items

  • worn

    collapsing into an oblivious state of mind i search for something unseen. I deny myself respite from...
  • conversation with her

    hate me fully
    hate me truly
    hate me because you are me
    love me freely
    something you've never done be...
  • untitled 9(2010)

    lost in the eternity of this moment desired
    our hearts racing
    skin burning like fire
    i feel your ind...
  • Human needs or (The human stupidity)

    THE HUMAN STUPIDITYIf you don't clearly understand what human stupidity consist of, just look aroun...
  • untitled 8(2010)

    these blank pages fill with ink
    slowly fading, my depression sinks
    slipping away with this solitude
    ...
You can have your AD show up here or wherever you want. Go to My Studio > My Ads & set one up today. You choose your market & budget.
Have an EVENT we should all know about? You can have it advertised to all of us or some of us. Go to My Studio > My Ads & set one up.
Have a business we should all know about? Create an Ad! Go to My Studio > My Ads & set one up today. You choose your market & budget.